Fruit Smoothie

Last night, the first time I bought the fruit smoothie at the shop which near my hostel at Kampar.
I served by a female worker. Surprisingly, she is pretty.
I can feel the difference of her beautiful compared to others.
What the hell? I am so crazy for her. None stop stare at her.
I think she knew that I'm looking at her.

A fruit smoothie, is so sweet when it melts in mouth.
Seem like she has melted my heart.

Someone please help me. I am so desperate!

Written by,
The Smoothie Fever, LouisJay,
GohZhenHui.

Tear In The Rain

What to do?!
Having insomnia again.
Actually I'm sleepy, but not in the mood to sleep.
My words might not in sequence, sorry.

Confusing.
Confess or not?
Is she already knew that?
Wonder what is her answer.

I don't dare because I don't think I'm loyal.
I am guilty. because I'd always looking at those pretties on the streets.
Let me imagine,
If you're my girlfriend, maybe I will make you suffer.

That's why I have no confidence to myself.
Still thinking of confess or not...
Sorry, I don't wanna hurt anyone.

Written by,
Missing her ones, LouisJay,
GohZhenHui.

Shut The Fuck Up

I am mad recently.
Don't mess with me.
I can't promise you I will not give you a punch.
If you screw me up, I don't know what will happens.

No in the mood, and get anger easily.
I have my own dignity, and you have yours.
If you feel I am weird, then just stay away from me.
Don't ever joke with me by talking my friends' bad words.

I just hope you can behave yourself.
We're human, why should we hurt each other?
If we're different, then you're the type of human without brain.
To those who brainless, just shut the fuck up.

KEEP YOUR FUCKING MOUTH SHUT!
I DON'T WANNA HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU BASTARDS!

I live my own life, doesn't need you to care about, no need you to give comments.

If you feel that my blog is gay, then you go home and fuck yourself.
Why still reading something gay? Are you gay?
One word can describe you, "Noob".

Written by,
Pissed off ones, LouisJay,
GohZhenHui.

Happy New Year

People said new year, new life.
I said new year, same life.

In 2009 I am single,
In 2010 I am still single.

Mission of the year, get the one I love!
Happy New Year 2010!

Written by,
The desperate ones, LouisJay,
GohZhenHui.

The Early Christmas

There's been a long while that I never receive a Christmas present.
Last weekend, went to KL and Genting Highlands with family.
At Genting Highlands, we visited a shop and mum told me to choose 1 of the sunglasses.

*~Surprise~*

After half an hour, finally I've chosen a sunglasses which costs RM429 originally, but with the 50% discount so it costs around RM200.


























Ta-ta! This is the sunglasses and the box.

I like this sunglasses so much, the design is so damn cool!
Happy day!

Written by,
LouisJay,
Goh Zhen Hui.

特别的遗憾

这真的很特别，因为我也很久没有用华文写博客了。
久不用会生锈的，请注意了。

难道没有遗憾人生就不是所谓的『人生』了吗？
其实我也没有什么好感慨，只是偶尔得不到想要的东西罢了。
然而我觉得身边没有什么知己，可能是我变了吧。
全世界都在变，总觉得我好像走得比别人慢。
难怪我都爱不到自己爱的人了。

感情没有了，没关系。
在这些日子里，我尽可能把精神全放在学业里。
结果我都得到了小小的收获。
这可能是令我觉得安慰的事情了。
所以我的努力是有有用的，我还会继续努力发奋图强。

虽然说是把感情暂时给忽略，但是我还是会觉得寂寞。
该怎么说，我总觉得我还不是时候去爱一个人，但是我的心却偏偏要去爱一个人。
到了最后总是还会一个人呆在电脑前，不停地把全部伤感写进博客。
这种做法可能有些傻，但是还是挺管用的。
爱一个人但她却不属于我的，所以我会说偶尔会得不到我想要的东西。

不时看见他人在牵着手走上街头，又看看自己的双手，那感觉真的很酸。
有时还真的会酸到眼泪都掉出来。
我想念的她可能也在想念着人，但那个人却偏偏不是我。
每次看见他们，就要离他们远远的，现在也开始觉得我自己是多余的。
这世界上有68亿人口，对他们来说，可能我就是那么一个多余的人。

多余的人，
LouisJay 笔下留名。

Feelings

How to describe a mixed feeling?
It's kinda weird, it makes me feel sad, confused, disappointed, jealousy and others.

Every time I thought I fall in love with someone, but I realized I am not in the end.
I have changed so much. I can feel it, not only the friends around me.
I don't like to talk so much, the words come out from mouth are so annoying.
I am not so desperate for love anymore, and this is good.
But where is the loyal heart of me?

So evil,
Maybe my imagination is too strong that makes me daydreaming always.
What else I can do other than stop from daydreaming again?
I am not a loyal person anymore?

Someone please save me.

Seeking For Help
By LouisJay
Goh Zhen Hui

The Familiar Strange Promise

I admit myself have liked many girls, but I just loved 3 girls.
I didn't take any actions, so I'm just a failure.

Hope this time I will not give up so easily.

The strange feeling, but kinda familiar.
How to describe?

I love you? No.
Be forever with you? No.
I need your love? No.

I don't want other people to hurt you, let me try my best to protect you.
If I can't keep my promise in the future, you may leave me.
But for now, I just want to protect you and this is the reason.
Will I have the chance?

How I wish that she will reads this post so much.
This is the promise between me and her.

The Promise
By LouisJay
Goh Zhen Hui.

The Special Her

I miss her everyday since the day I get to know with her.
She just different among all the girls I know.

A girl with good heart is so much prettier,
I think I have found this girl.

But this is too early to say love her.
I'm trying my best to show her my kindness.

Please give me some time,
Please reserve your heart for me, girl.

A loveless boy needs you.

Written by Louis,
Goh Zhen Hui.

Be Happy, Good Friend

This post is specially for the good friend who sitting beside me,

Kai Yuan.

Please be happy.

I also know the feeling, twice.

First time, a girl who older than me.

Second time, a girl who taken.

And both of them treat me just like normal or good friend.

I cried for twice. But anyways, life is still go on.

Try to put your attention on other things, then slowly you will be happier.

If love someone, you should live happy first.
Once you have your happy life, then you can bring her a happy life.

Take care, my good friend.

Specially written by Louis-GohZhenHui.