I admit myself have liked many girls, but I just loved 3 girls.
I didn't take any actions, so I'm just a failure.
Hope this time I will not give up so easily.
The strange feeling, but kinda familiar.
How to describe?
I love you? No.
Be forever with you? No.
I need your love? No.
I don't want other people to hurt you, let me try my best to protect you.
If I can't keep my promise in the future, you may leave me.
But for now, I just want to protect you and this is the reason.
Will I have the chance?
How I wish that she will reads this post so much.
This is the promise between me and her.
The Promise
By LouisJay
Goh Zhen Hui.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Monday, November 23, 2009
The Special Her
I miss her everyday since the day I get to know with her.
She just different among all the girls I know.
A girl with good heart is so much prettier,
I think I have found this girl.
But this is too early to say love her.
I'm trying my best to show her my kindness.
Please give me some time,
Please reserve your heart for me, girl.
A loveless boy needs you.
Written by Louis,
Goh Zhen Hui.
She just different among all the girls I know.
A girl with good heart is so much prettier,
I think I have found this girl.
But this is too early to say love her.
I'm trying my best to show her my kindness.
Please give me some time,
Please reserve your heart for me, girl.
A loveless boy needs you.
Written by Louis,
Goh Zhen Hui.
Friday, November 20, 2009
Be Happy, Good Friend
This post is specially for the good friend who sitting beside me,
Kai Yuan.
Please be happy.
I also know the feeling, twice.
First time, a girl who older than me.
Second time, a girl who taken.
And both of them treat me just like normal or good friend.
I cried for twice. But anyways, life is still go on.
Try to put your attention on other things, then slowly you will be happier.
If love someone, you should live happy first.
Once you have your happy life, then you can bring her a happy life.
Once you have your happy life, then you can bring her a happy life.
Take care, my good friend.
Specially written by Louis-GohZhenHui.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Loser
I do not did well in my maths test, today.
Although the test is easy, but I made some careless mistakes and those mistakes could make me fail my maths.
I have tried to study harder than before, I have tried concentrate more in studies.
But it's not enough for me to do well in test.
I cried because I am disappointed to myself.
I disappointed my mum too.
I promise I will try to do harder than this time.
No more same case will happen in the future, I swear.
Written by Goh Zhen Hui
Although the test is easy, but I made some careless mistakes and those mistakes could make me fail my maths.
I have tried to study harder than before, I have tried concentrate more in studies.
But it's not enough for me to do well in test.
I cried because I am disappointed to myself.
I disappointed my mum too.
I promise I will try to do harder than this time.
No more same case will happen in the future, I swear.
Written by Goh Zhen Hui
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
Question Marks?
Nearly a month I haven't update my blog.
This time I update my blog because something shock and new incident happened in Kampar recently.
Just last week, the bridge near Sekolah Kebangsaan Dibang collapsed and 3 kids were washed away by the water flow in Sungai Kampar. After all, the body of the 3 kids were found died. It's quite a sad case, because this is accident and they were just kids! They not yet have fun in their life!
After this case closed, another new case happened again, just yesterday!
A gang of students which studying at Kampar UTAR went to Kampar Waterfall. Kampar here rain everyday lately, and I am still wondering why they will go for a picnic. Since I was still a kid, my mum used to always told me some precautions to pay more attention, to prevent accidents happened. Although it is an accident, and no one hopes too, but I think they can prevent this from happening if they are precautious enough. Sometimes, do something just for fun, but it will makes you regret forever. I'm not persuading everyone do not go to dangerous places, but we need look at the weather, time, place, and other elements to make a decision, in chinese this is call as "天时，地利，人和". If really can't go for it, then just make it next time, don't rush since you're young. Anyways, this is an accident, and I don't mean to say they deserve it, but just take it as a lesson, so that non of us will repeat this mistake again. Although you will feel I am such an idiot to say about this, but I have to, because it needs someone to be a 'bad person' to tell the opinion. Just let me be the 'bad person'. Some of my friends cried for it, sad for it. but here is my words that in my deepest heart, don't cry for it, your tears don't worth anything now, only you can do is pray, wish them will have a better life in the heaven or their next life.
Maybe after finished writing this post, I will die, no one knows. Life is weak, but soul is weaker. Try to treasure every second you lived from now on. If you really do, you will understand what I'm going to tell next.
I have some friends that said I am not respect to the 3 UTAR victims. I am respect to them, so I must tell the friends around me, let them take it as a lesson, because I love my friends! I don't want my friends to repeat those mistakes, I don't want my friends to be the following victims! Now you may feeling that I'm a fucker that talking nonsense around, it's okay, I don't mind. I have finished tell you all about my opinion and my advise. If you think I am right, I'm appreciate it.
Good words normally are thorny.
Sorry for the victims, I may wish you all rest in peace.
Louis-GohZhenHui
3rd of November 2009.
This time I update my blog because something shock and new incident happened in Kampar recently.
Just last week, the bridge near Sekolah Kebangsaan Dibang collapsed and 3 kids were washed away by the water flow in Sungai Kampar. After all, the body of the 3 kids were found died. It's quite a sad case, because this is accident and they were just kids! They not yet have fun in their life!
After this case closed, another new case happened again, just yesterday!
A gang of students which studying at Kampar UTAR went to Kampar Waterfall. Kampar here rain everyday lately, and I am still wondering why they will go for a picnic. Since I was still a kid, my mum used to always told me some precautions to pay more attention, to prevent accidents happened. Although it is an accident, and no one hopes too, but I think they can prevent this from happening if they are precautious enough. Sometimes, do something just for fun, but it will makes you regret forever. I'm not persuading everyone do not go to dangerous places, but we need look at the weather, time, place, and other elements to make a decision, in chinese this is call as "天时，地利，人和". If really can't go for it, then just make it next time, don't rush since you're young. Anyways, this is an accident, and I don't mean to say they deserve it, but just take it as a lesson, so that non of us will repeat this mistake again. Although you will feel I am such an idiot to say about this, but I have to, because it needs someone to be a 'bad person' to tell the opinion. Just let me be the 'bad person'. Some of my friends cried for it, sad for it. but here is my words that in my deepest heart, don't cry for it, your tears don't worth anything now, only you can do is pray, wish them will have a better life in the heaven or their next life.
Maybe after finished writing this post, I will die, no one knows. Life is weak, but soul is weaker. Try to treasure every second you lived from now on. If you really do, you will understand what I'm going to tell next.
I have some friends that said I am not respect to the 3 UTAR victims. I am respect to them, so I must tell the friends around me, let them take it as a lesson, because I love my friends! I don't want my friends to repeat those mistakes, I don't want my friends to be the following victims! Now you may feeling that I'm a fucker that talking nonsense around, it's okay, I don't mind. I have finished tell you all about my opinion and my advise. If you think I am right, I'm appreciate it.
Good words normally are thorny.
Sorry for the victims, I may wish you all rest in peace.
Louis-GohZhenHui
3rd of November 2009.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Drama Drama Drama
I've addicted to watch drama, how funny was it.
I'm watching a Hong Kong drama “有营煮妇” recently.
It's quite a nice drama.
In episode 18, there a guy saying “为什么情人节，我没有情人？我不想再过情人节。我宁愿过中秋节，端午节，就算清明去扫墓都好过情人节。” This dialogue is so damn funny.
In this drama, the actress 李司琪 and 陈法拉 are so professional, they've showed their talent, which is acting. They've done a very very good job.
This drama is about a family and their beloved. Family members should always motivate and support to each other. Face and solve every problem together. Quite a good lesson for the all level of people.
So now, I have to write what have happened today(7th of October, 2009).
4pm went to fetch Jessica after added petrol to my vehicle.
Actually was planned 5pm go to Pologround with Jessica and Wei Xin and they've confirmed with me, but after that Wei Xin told me she can't make it in a sudden. So I just with Jessica all the way. We're jogging, joking around, and even chatting about dramas too.
After all, then I fetch her to home, it's around 7.30pm.
I think I should say something here for my ending.
Jessica, you're cute with your horsetail. Ha!
8th of October, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
I'm watching a Hong Kong drama “有营煮妇” recently.
It's quite a nice drama.
In episode 18, there a guy saying “为什么情人节，我没有情人？我不想再过情人节。我宁愿过中秋节，端午节，就算清明去扫墓都好过情人节。” This dialogue is so damn funny.
In this drama, the actress 李司琪 and 陈法拉 are so professional, they've showed their talent, which is acting. They've done a very very good job.
This drama is about a family and their beloved. Family members should always motivate and support to each other. Face and solve every problem together. Quite a good lesson for the all level of people.
So now, I have to write what have happened today(7th of October, 2009).
4pm went to fetch Jessica after added petrol to my vehicle.
Actually was planned 5pm go to Pologround with Jessica and Wei Xin and they've confirmed with me, but after that Wei Xin told me she can't make it in a sudden. So I just with Jessica all the way. We're jogging, joking around, and even chatting about dramas too.
After all, then I fetch her to home, it's around 7.30pm.
I think I should say something here for my ending.
Jessica, you're cute with your horsetail. Ha!
8th of October, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
Saturday, October 3, 2009
It's All Different
Today I was so blur. Something made my heart drunk. I can't even think clearly.
I don't know when I became such evil. I have a bad habit, I like to watch and talk about pretty girls
Am I in the period of teenagers' hormones overflow?
My heart feels guiltiness, my soul falls into the deepest tide.
Other than that, I will try my best to learn, to differentiate what is 'love', 'like' and 'admire'.
Maybe, I'm not going to love someone, except my family. But I may liked or admired some girls.
Love. What is love? I don't even know the true and the real meaning of it!
So, maybe you're not the one I love, but I think I can more understanding about 'love', 'like' and 'admire' after you have appeared.
I like you, I admire you.
Thank you for letting me know about what is the difference between love and like.
Let it, 'love', comes easier.
No more desperate for love! And get a life!
3rd of October, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
I don't know when I became such evil. I have a bad habit, I like to watch and talk about pretty girls
Am I in the period of teenagers' hormones overflow?
My heart feels guiltiness, my soul falls into the deepest tide.
Other than that, I will try my best to learn, to differentiate what is 'love', 'like' and 'admire'.
Maybe, I'm not going to love someone, except my family. But I may liked or admired some girls.
Love. What is love? I don't even know the true and the real meaning of it!
So, maybe you're not the one I love, but I think I can more understanding about 'love', 'like' and 'admire' after you have appeared.
I like you, I admire you.
Thank you for letting me know about what is the difference between love and like.
Let it, 'love', comes easier.
No more desperate for love! And get a life!
3rd of October, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Meaningless
From the last day of exam, 26th of September 2009, I fell sicked.
I wanna trip for my holiday, but I get my medicine everyday.
I wanna get some rest, thus it's the best.
When I was sleeping well, I get a hell.
No electricity, no air-conditioner.
Hopefully, everything will be alright soon.
Hopefully, I can sleep comfortably for once.
Hopefully, I can spend my holiday to trip with friends too.
I wanna trip for my holiday, but I get my medicine everyday.
I wanna get some rest, thus it's the best.
When I was sleeping well, I get a hell.
No electricity, no air-conditioner.
Hopefully, everything will be alright soon.
Hopefully, I can sleep comfortably for once.
Hopefully, I can spend my holiday to trip with friends too.
30th of September, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Yeah, You Like It
Early in the morning, I was awake in a very blur mind, I just can't open my tired eyes.
But my ears are not deaf!
Why gossip me in the early morning?
I was acting I'm sleeping there, and I heard everything you all gossip.
Feels happy right? Okay, let it goes on, I'm okay.
Human being is so scary.
Human can do whatever they feel happy.
By the way, I hate myself is human being.
Am I really not valuable for you all? But all of you is my family!
Why treat me like this? I just want to know the reason.
I got the feel that myself is getting out, getting further from this family.
20th of September, 2009,
Louis-GohZhenHui
But my ears are not deaf!
Why gossip me in the early morning?
I was acting I'm sleeping there, and I heard everything you all gossip.
Feels happy right? Okay, let it goes on, I'm okay.
Human being is so scary.
Human can do whatever they feel happy.
By the way, I hate myself is human being.
Am I really not valuable for you all? But all of you is my family!
Why treat me like this? I just want to know the reason.
I got the feel that myself is getting out, getting further from this family.
20th of September, 2009,
Louis-GohZhenHui
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Changes and It Rocks
Finally I've changed the theme for my blog, and even songs!
My life is not desperate. Maybe I'm alone but I'll stand alone and fight!
Fight until the end, fight for honor!
Life's still go on, no one know what will happen next.
Yesterday is a HISTORY.
Tomorrow is a MYSTERY.
And today is a GIFT!
Enjoy every seconds, enjoy every breaths.
Don't feel desperate when you facing tons of problem.
After the problems, you'll find that you're stronger!
Get ROCKZ with the musics!
13th of September, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
My life is not desperate. Maybe I'm alone but I'll stand alone and fight!
Fight until the end, fight for honor!
Life's still go on, no one know what will happen next.
Yesterday is a HISTORY.
Tomorrow is a MYSTERY.
And today is a GIFT!
Enjoy every seconds, enjoy every breaths.
Don't feel desperate when you facing tons of problem.
After the problems, you'll find that you're stronger!
Get ROCKZ with the musics!
13th of September, 2009.
Louis-GohZhenHui
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